We never parked a car in the
garage; it was a storage and work area. The big heavy wooden batwing doors at the end of the garage were seldom opened, but
the area in front of them was kept clear. I loved the old garage. After I stepped over the threshold onto the earthen floor
and pushed the narrow side door shut behind me, I became invisible to the rest of the world. I felt safe and secure in
its cool shadowy interior. When I was in the garage, for a few priceless moments, there was just me and my imagination. I
exulted in the scarce and precious solitude. I thought of the garage as a magical place, an Aladdin’s cave.
As I stood with my back pressed
against the door, peering into the shadowy half-light, the first noticeable thing was the peculiar smell characteristic of
that one place in all the world. The scent was compounded of dry moist earth, motor oil, rubber tires, new wood, and sawdust.
My eyes would catch the glint of gems from the shelves running around three sides of the garage walls. The shelves were laden
with neatly labeled bright tin cans partially filled with different sized screws, nuts-and-bolts, shiny new nails and tools
of all kinds. The tools that rested on these shelves, each in its particular place, were often handled precious friends of
mine: pipe wrenches, wearing chipped red paint on their handles; the monkey wrench, silvery crescent wrenches, box and open-ended
wrenches; wooden handled hammers: claw, ball pein, and sledge; planes:
the jointer; the jack; the bench; the smoother; they ranged in size from huge down to my favorite, the small shaping plane
with the bright blue knob; hand drills: the ratchet brace, the eggbeater, the Yankee: bits and augers that looked like hard
silver ringlets; yellow carpenter’s folding rulers; framing squares; T-squares; screwdrivers: standard and Phillips;
the red mouthed silver chalk box; pliers; needle nose; vice grips; channel locks; wire cutters; tin snips; files; chisels;
wood rasps; crow bars; etcetera.
Sawhorses, fragrant sawdust,
and long curls of wood shavings always littered the center of the floor. New lumber, arranged in neat piles according to size,
lay across the open ceiling joists far above my head. Automotive tools, parts, and tires were along the opposite wall. Handsaws
hung on nails above the workbench: rip saws, cross-cut saws; keyhole saws; coping saws. The workbench, at the far end of the
garage to my right, beneath the only begrimed window, was usually littered with sawdust and tiny bits of debris from a work
in progress. Today, the big workbench vise held a part of a project in its strong jaws. A diamond like glitter spilled
out into the weak sunlight that shone on the workbench where silvery sharp points and heads of new six penny nails poked out
of the torn corner of a worn, dusty, and wrinkled small brown sack from the hardware store. My daddy’s hands made magic
come to life in this garage, and I got to help.
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My daddy in1945, he was 29 years old; he was 33 at the time of the story. |
Ladders,
the reel lawnmower, shovels, rakes, the hoe, and the ice cart were propped against the wall behind me. The ice cart was old
now. The wood was rough and splintered and the gay red paint had mostly peeled away revealing grey wood beneath. My daddy
had built the ice cart four years ago when Wendell was five and I was four, so that we I could go to the icehouse and buy
blocks of ice for the icebox. We would proudly pull our bright red little ice cart three blocks to the icehouse and then home
again. The icehouse was like a great cool, shadowy, fragrant cavern with a damp sawdust covered floor and endless blocks of
ice piled up to the high, high ceiling. I was always amazed that every block of ice the men picked up with their big, rusty
looking, four pronged ice tongs, fit into our ice cart exactly right; those ice tongs left a small dimple in each side of
the ice,. When the ice was put into the cart, it was a milky translucent white that gave off steam; when we got home, the
ice wore a thin glistening coat of transparent frozen water. We always laid the change from buying the block of ice on top
of the ice; by the time we reached home the coins had melted into the surface of the ice.
My
time in the haven of the garage was just about to end. I was standing and marveling at the fact that the feeble sunbeam coming
through the single grimy window changed where it shone, but the glittery dust motes dancing in its light always seemed to
be the same. I must have moved and bumped or dislodged something. The next thing I knew, there was a tremendously hard whack on the right side of my head, and then the heavy lead pipe handle of the ice cart thumped
my right shoulder on its way down to the dirt floor beside my bare foot. OUCH!
THAT HURT! THAT HURT A LOT!
Stunned, I dropped to my hands and knees. When I reached up to touch the spot on my head where I had been whacked,
my hand came away sticky with blood. My blood?
My blood! I stared at my wet red hand. I had never seen so much blood. I ran out the door of the garage, with my right
ear flopping and blood running down my neck, howling at the top of my lungs, “Daadddeeee, Daadddeeee.”
Hearing
the near hysteria in my shrieks, Daddy came at a run from the garden where he had been working. When he saw a blood drenched
me, he scooped me up and ran us into the house. Held securely in my father’s strong arms with my wounded, bleeding ear
pressed firmly against his Sunday shirt, over his heart, my world was already a much better place. [All of daddy’s T-shirts
eventually became Sunday shirts, made ‘holy’ by small burn holes from flying welding sparks.]
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My mom in 1945, she was 25 years old; she was 29 at the time of the story. |
All
of the time: as my father washed the garden soil off of his hands; as he gently cleansed my head, curls, and neck of blood;
as he bandaged my ear back on; my mother kept trying to find out what I had been doing all alone in that “dirty old
garage” in the first place, and in the second place, she wanted to know why I never, ever looked where I was going or
paid any attention to what I was doing.
“Wendell,
that blouse has got to come off.”
Mom
then turned to me and said, “Just look at what you've done to that blouse; you’ve gotten blood all over it. I
don’t know how I’ll ever get it clean. It will probably have to be thrown away.”
It
was as though she thought I had been deliberately wasteful when I bled all over that hateful blouse. Daddy fixed the problem.
He already had his pocketknife out to cut the gauze, so he just cut that bloody blouse right off of me and handed it to my
mom.
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Me, a year older than in the story, with a simulated bandaged ear, I am 9 |
I looked funny with gauze and tape running up into my hair, down my neck,
and nearly into my eye. A whole roll of gauze had been wrapped around and around my head to hold my ear in place. A wee bit
more gauze and I could have pretended that I was an Arabian Prince with ringlets; nonetheless, I was glad that school was
out for the summer and I didn’t have to face any of my friends.
My daddy had always wanted to be a doctor. He had
healing magic in his hands. He was the best doctor in the whole wide world.
Since I can’t see behind my own right ear, I don’t know if the scar has disappeared completely
or not.
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